Acu in memories :(

Miss her so much. Sedih tk dpt tgk dia before she was gone forever.

Masa tu exam ED. Right after that mandi baring sekejap. Then mak call, cakap acu dh mati dh ptg td. Before tu mak ada jugak bgtahu acu tk nk makan. Even menyahut pun dh tak nak. And my mum said, masa hantar acu masuk wad tu, nampak dia pandang mak sayu je. Maybe she thought “they were gonna throw me away” and somehow lost her spirit to live anymore. Esok nya dia pergi L

Sebab dia tknak mkn tu tak da siapa tahu. My mum cerita, one day, acu keluar. And when mak blk dr sekolah, acu dh terbaring je tak larat. Ingat kan saja penat but then until 3 days dia tk nak makan and baring je.

Acu tu lebih kurang mcm my best friend lah. Kalau nak compare dgn kucing2 lain yang mahal2, dia tk lah lawa sgt. But she’s a part of our family. She’s a smart cat. Ingat lagi everytime dia nak tidur dalam rumah, mlm tu ketuk tingkap bilik my brother. And when nak keluar, dia akan panggil kita ajak pergi tingkap tanda dia nak keluar. And when dia nak ajar anak dia mkn, kami biasa bagi seekor ikan rebus. She will not eat ikan tu but instead bg kat anak dia mkn. And some other time, she’ll bring ikan tu naik atas untuk anak2 dia. Acu lah yang selalu teman sy tidur dulu. At first jual mahal tidur jauh, bila kita dh tidur, dia masuk selimut, celah tangan, tidur kt tangan, tidur atas bantal. She’s a type of cat yang bila kata “jangan” dia tak buat.

Malam tu mimpi dia. Dia terbaring je so I pick her up and belai dia. Kenapa tk tunggu akak balik cu?

I miss her so much that everytime I think of her, I would cry. It was like losing someone from your own family.

Sekarang nak study dh tak semangat but paksa je until habis final ni. Another 2 paper nak lepas, hopefully everything will be alright and run smoothly. Ini dugaan Allah bg untuk uji kita. Redha lah, yang datang mesti akan pergi, yang hidup mesti akan mati.

To acu, we were sorry for the times we left you home unattended, for the times we didn’t give you enough food to eat, for the times we scold you sbb pecahkan pinggan mak. And I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you were sick.

Rest in peace. Allah loves you more.