Friday, October 28, 2016

The day I graduated

Good morning lovely peeps aka readers-which-I-dont-know-if-exist-any.

Assalamualaikum.

I know, I know, I have graduated TOO long ago. Cuba bayangkan, its been almost a year in Master baru ni convo degree. Al maklum lah IIUM kan. The Garden of Knowledge and Virtue. hahaha

Quick update, I am now officially procrastinating on my Review paper that supposedly done by 31st October, now its 29th, and I have done 20% only. Damn. I need to be better at this ASAP. By 'this', I meant writing papers and having them done on the effing day that they suppose to be done.

OK, now that we got that outta a system, lets talk about convocation day. I've been to one, I little brother, Amir's. It was epic for sure. Well to be honest, the fist experience is always an epic one. Its just a ceremony of getting your Sijil (which is what a degree is) on the stage infront of 2000+ people (depends). Nothing much to it. To be honest, most of my friends dah kerja dah pun. And I guess convocation ceremony is just something that shows "Wow, we really did it huh" feeling. Just a feeling and a day to celebrate that feeling.

Today, isn't actually my convocation day, just Robe collection day. I know OVER kan. Alaaa, bukannya dapat tulis blog pun time convocation kemonnn. I feeling so so nervous for my convocation. I will be seeing all my friends from degree (Masters is a painfully lonely journey OK). There'll be picture-taking and everything.

Anyway, happy convocation day friends and IIUM-ians.


P/s: harap tak jem nnt (HARAPAN JE LA)

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Its the day after RAYAAAA

Assalamualaikum.

I say "the day after RAYA" but what I actually meant was "the day I went back UIA". Aahahaha T,T.
Well, the thing is, I have a lot of works in campus. Stuff like erhmm MY RESEARCH. Tapi rasanya sebab dah tinggal kan and in vacation for like erhmm 2 WEEKS (just 2 effing weeks) and feels like semua dah lupa. Oh well. The happiness was short-lived.

Anyway, the reason I wrote an entry is that, yesterday NA came to pick me up from Melaka and send me to UIA. And the whole journey is that we were talking about how hard it is to buy a house and whatever nowadays. So I was thinking, I need to start working and start saving. I cannot be depending on this allowance only. I need to stat generating. I've been blessed enough to have scholarship (in which I wasted with saving of a mere <1%!!!) and an allowance. I need to start thinking like an adult. A.k.a start to generate money part time. So here's a list I made of what I can do and problems I faced:

1. I've watched bloggers generate money for a whole lot but I'm afraid I don't really have time to write posts and everything. But I will surely try. Just that I'm not sure that blog is about what.

2. Making handcraft. I mean this thing I've wanting to do for a long time. My mum have an orchid garden where she grows emmm....orchids. So first I was planning on selling laminated flowers as a bookmarks. The problem is that sure flowers sometimes happens and sometimes not. But nobody reads book anymore so bookmarks? Not a good idea.

3. I can't say I'm good in designing but I'm OK. I wanted to design as in draw engineering drawing part time. Just be quick, it takes a whole lot of time so nah. But I still will consider them.

Thats all for now, I sure hope I can start this soon InshaAllah.

Ok Bye.

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Update

Assalamualaikum.

Update on my life ........................................... well there is none actually. HAHAHA.

So last couple of weeks/months I've been wanting to buy an iPhone, I keep scrolling and searching for the right one. Of course my option was a refurbished set or import set because it's cheaper and I don't have that much money to spare (OBVIOUSLY). And then my dad's phone broke and I thought why not buy him (not myself) a phone. And I did. I bought him and my mom the same exact ASUS Zenfone Go with a slight different colour. My mom's white and my dad's dark blue (I guess). Needless to say, I was scared at first to tell them that I bought them the phones because my parents doesn't really like to waste money like I am (DUH) but then they were happy. So that makes me happy. (BYE iPhone *crying but satisfied face* ).

And I finish my first semester as master student (GLADLY its over) and did it went well?? I guess. Haha. Today is the last day to submit my research proposal and I send them to the Department to get them signed but they just ask me to leave them there so Im not sure if they already submitted them to the PG office or not. (Yes, I do have trust issue thank you very much) Haha. My RKGS class which I took this semester was extraordinary.  I really like sit there listen to the history of islamic civilization, the point of view of western countries on our countries and just simply knowledge about non-engineering related subject. and what makes its so fun its the lecturer. He was splendid at his field. Thank you sir.

As for Mr. NA, its our 3rd year together ( I think so. I'm a forgetful type of person. SORRY), he manage to get a job as an engineer. First when he start to work in KL I was glad. Because it mean, I can go out with him (Every Sunday). But now it's his second week being placed in Penang and no free time at all. which means that he work from Monday to Sunday and now he work for 12 hour (WTF kan). Anyhow, just hope for the best for him, Ya Allah, let his courage and YOUR blessing lead him to the goodness and betterness for him, his future and his hereafter. Aminnn..

Battery about to die soon but Im installing this text editor by the name of TexWorks. My SV recommended them for me so I have to learn on how to use them. I have been wasting time now not doing a proper job for my research (from my point of view) and its time to put more focus on, InshaAllah. Do pray for me (whoever reading this) (or no one) haha.

Ok Bye.

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Happy Living a New Life Folks!!

The reason why I wrote the title as above is because its officially the start of a new life. Whether on my point of sights or other people's. Truthfully, I am quite scared. Terrified to be honest. Why? Because firstly, there will always somethings wrong in your first time. And starting a new life means starting over equals to first time. Haha logic T,T

Well, to be honest, Im quite disappointed with my self because I did not live up to my expectations when I first started deg. Although Im quite hopeful that I'll excel in my degree years but that is just not the case. I mean, everybody can say they try their best and what matter most is that they try their best. Honestly, I think that if I didn't live up to MY OWN expectations, it straight away means that I havent been trying my best (Im a logic girl like that). Haha.

Now I have a chance in pursuing my master in mechanical engineering. Yeah it does sound tough and I freaked out seriously. When my dad suggest me to went ahead and continue my study, I was like, "Nah, I dont think so", "Maybe later" or a straight answer "No". But I prayed to Allah and asked for the best and it seems that I have found myself in this path so yeah, maybe its good for me, its just I didnt know it yet.

Im becoming such a cry baby like when I enter foundation years and live away from my parents for the first time. The reason is mainly because I was exhausted. I had merely a 2 day break (emphasize on that 2 DAY) jumping from degree to a master student. And as scary as the word "jumping" sound, its messed up too. Why, its too much procedure and not to mention, no guide at all. Not to being ungrateful, Allah have helped me through many situations in this enrollment as master student matter, still I havent grasp anything quite yet. My life(mood) is upside down for the moment and I kinda hoping it to turn to normal after CNY InshaAllah. The second reason is that I usually mainly depends on people to make decisions, plans for me. And now, no one is here anymore. True that Miss B is here and Im grateful for that but my other friends are continuing their own career journey and etc. And its like they are doing it effortlessly like they know what they're doing, while here I am continuing my studies like I havent had enough of that already. I just hope a good decision-maker girl InshaAllah.

Overall, Alhamdulillah it was a great 3 days since Monday. I have a nice and cool room just dont include its unprivacy-ness and its annoying wifi (well I've had it worst, its better than nothing), a cool 2nd year taking biotech engineering roommate, a nice smelling shower foam of Johnson Baby which is surprisingly cheaper than my usual cheapest Shokobutsu shower gel, my cool supervisor for my research studies (hopefully the pays are cooler), and all these free time I have in hand. Haha.

Hope to update here real soon. You know what they say, Your blog gets interesting-er when you're bored-er (although idk who says that tacky line) (me) (I guess). Haha chiawww

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Rough Update

Assalamualaikum!

heyya! finally have some free time to manage my forgotten blog. (actually, tk free sgt lah)

Anw, tgh try order dominos pizza for the family sbb birthday abg. tapi tak tahu pulak macam mana nak set pukul berapa hantar. 
sorry. I know bahasa semua dah tunggang terbalik but what to do. I'm in a rush.

fast update about myself, 
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Im now officially not a first class student anymore which means my CGPA is not and absolutely not 3.5 above anymore. kinda sad tapi nak buat macam mana. my own fault. my GPA graph from first year at Gombak turun ciuuuuuuu (bunyi roket) tak naik naik dh.

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secondly, Im now a part time worker. Wuhuuu!! its my first time working and more close referred as my debut in becoming a lecturer. I actually havent made up my mind in what to become in the future but i do have a plan. Continue my studies in PhD and masters then jadi lecturer. Or stop at degree and jadi engineer. but we can only plan. Allah decides. 
lupa nk cakap, i work as a tutor and grader for 250 a month, ok la tu kan? haha

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I finally, manage to receive a scholarship. yeay!!! I receive JPA not long ago thanks to all the dua's, prayers, emails, calls. Haha. Sorry pegawai JPA. i was desperate T.T 
when I enter school and CFS, i never planned on taking any financial assistance, seriously. I never feel the need to. when mom says mintak so just mintak without any expectation or usaha what so ever. Because what I always keep in mind is that theres a whole lot people who need it more than I do. but to my ignorant, I rely too much on my parents. When my mum start financing my big bro for his education kt uniKL about 4000+ in 1 sem so rasa macam diri ni membebankan mak even UIA 1 sem 1000+ je. And thats how I decide to apply for scholarship and Alhamdulillah my prayer was answered :)

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I went to Cambodia haritu with my family. Before that I went to Bukit Tinggi Indonesia with my mom and fellow principals (Awkward =,=) 

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lastly, i really think I should started drawing again. 


follow me on instagram. or dont. whatever. I dont care. 

Ive become a negative person day by day. please tell me its only a PMS. 
Good Bye
Have a nice day peeps!

P/s: going back to Gombak tomorow. end my mid-semester break already. please tell me its a dream. TT,TT
Pp/s: jangan lupa makan tengah hari kawan kawan

Saturday, January 11, 2014

Recapp

Assalamualaikum :)

Hai hai. As the title goes, recapp. Let's see if we can recapp the whole semester in this short post. My guess is NOT but oh well, let's just try.

The latest post was about final exam. So yeah, unfortunately, i can't and tak mampu maintain pointer 3.5 keatas or in other words, dl but manage to get 3.3 ke 3.4 tah lupa. So my pointer drop drastically like very DRASTICALLY!! Tapi takpe lah, salah sendiri. I didn't enjoy that subject so much and pretty much all of the quizzes I burned T___T

Oh well, benda dah lepas. Sem ni rasanya takde apa pun. Maybe sbb post ni ditulis NOT during exam week, so I'm like very relax now and forgot what I felt during the final exam week so yeah whatever.

Result keluar maybe 29 January and masih tak rasa lagi nervousnya so let's just let fate decides.

Tak berapa tahu nak cakap apa lagi kat sini, kekok pun ada talking alone. Dulu ok lagi, buka blog je idea mencurah2, apa nak tulis, apa nak kongsi, apa nak cerita. Hehe

Ok bye.

P/s: I have no idea who will read this so let's just say sorry for leaving this blog bersawang for such a long time
Pp/s: HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!!

Saturday, May 18, 2013

whatthee?

Hai. hehe
Malu acually lepas tulis post hari yg emo tu.
Di kesempatan ini, nak ckp la sorry kepada sesiapa yg terasa. thats just how i feel. takda ckp sesapa incompetent or whatever okay.
hee

Happy Final Exam :)